Stop Cramping my Style!!

I always believe that everyone has a lot of role to play, for me, they are a brother, a son, a friend and also my job at the moment, a teacher. Having different roles meaning a list of different priorites in life. Life haven't been easy after coming back, with every move been watched so closely by someone and that has been a problem lately. That has have a effort on me. I'm no longer happy in life, no longer been able to think or feel postive. With all her comments been so negative, it's only a matter of time before I turn a deaf ear on her. Talking to her, been my closest family, is no longer enjoyable. She will look at all the negative things that ever comes out from you and make it worse by returning it to you. not once, but many times in a day. When I come home, the last time I need is someone saying all the horrible things to me. It's been a long time since I felt that no one really hope at the moment. I know this phrase will have to pass by soon. I have too many important things ahead of me to worry of all this feeling and been good about oneself.

Maybe I have been caring too much about my friends and kids at work that my family members are suffering from this side-effort. But as a only guy at home, I'm doing my best to be a good son, brother and a housekeeper, of which I'm never good at. My style has been all cramped up since I'm back in Singapore. I'm in my mid twenties and at times, the way I have to not go out and stay at home, not been able to enjoy my time with friends and outing, make me feel like I'm a bird without wings. Not been about to go anyway, but home.

P.S. It's my one week break from teaching and I'm suppose to go kite flying today and guess what, here I am, been cramp at home.